my insanity has no sharply defined edges.
you know what a Klein bottle is? its a Moebius strip in 3 planes.
my insanity has a topography of its own, a landscape with it’s own pits and peaks and void of volume.
it’s a vacuum on the outside, smooth shiny iridescent and coruscating with an inner incandescence of its own.
it’s a simple concept but
“But you were once someone to hold on to
You were all I had to put my faith into
And throughout all of my blackest days
You were the one I thought I knew would stay “
I don’t know what I would have done if I hadn’t had Unwoman’s music for these last 9 months to tell me it was okay and that I wasn’t alone and that I could get better and be a somewhat normal, well-adjusted and highly creative and talented person in the end. I’ve struggled so hard to keep going and I can almost make out the light…
Amazon is finally recommending Nightwish and Big Bang Theory. I had to get through Stargate Atlantis, Animal Collective, Farscape, The Decemberists (and Iron and Wine, and Royksopp and The Postal Service and Tegan and Sara…) and an imperial fuckton of headphones(YEAH THANKS I HAVE HEADPHONES ALREADY THEY WORK GREAT I BOUGHT THEM FROM YOU DONT YOU REMEMBER?) and tons of different phone protectors (HEY DONT YOU THINK MAYBE I KINDA WANT THE ONES I ADDED TO MY WISH LIST HUH? HEY, LISTEN! OVER…
Amazon’s recommendation system is dumb. I recently found out Piers Anthony wrote an 8th novel in the Incarnations of Immortality series, and added that to one of my wish lists. suddenly it recommended to me the other 7. The 7 that I already own. So I click “I own this” on all those and then it wants me to read everything he has ever written, Pornucopia, Bio of a Space Tyrant, the Adept series, the Xanth series… but oddly enough, not the Mode series of his which is the only other work I own by…
So, I’ve been watching Fox’s High School Musical (aka Glee) and have been disappointed every week. Too much autotune (I don’t know shit about music, and I can tell that it’s crap), they are insensitively reducing every character to a token (asian boy and girl: check. black boy and girl: check. white boy and girl: check. jewish boy and girl: check. disabled boy and mentally challenged girl: check. gay boy and pregnant girl: check. goth/jock/preppy/cheerleader/nerd/ocd/whatever: check.) They even…
I think I am going to attempt to learn Swedish on my own, maybe by borrowing some Rosetta Stone software we have here on the campus. I would enjoy moving to Sweden. It’s gorgeous there, they have a stable economy, I can probably get a job teaching English while I pursue a pharmacy degree and get a job at AstraZeneca or something. :)
Plus, lots of cool metal music and being near the heart of Norse mythology. :)
I’d probably end up in Stockholm, though I’d prefer the middle of the country, like…
So last Friday, the 2004 Cavalier broke down after much repair work already done on it. It had 92kmi, and I loved it. The fact stands that I can’t afford Becky’s $86 insurance for it every month or her $340 car payment every month. I couldn’t afford that and then gas (even though it got great mileage!) and tires and oil changes and everything. Last time it had a problem like this it needed a new transmission, which was another $2k.
As a result of my inability to keep up with payments on it,…
I don’t get the big deal about Roger Avary. So he wrote some screenplays, why does he get work furlough? I know he didn’t mean to kill his passenger, it wasn’t murder or anything, it was an accident, but that’s what happens when you drive drunk. I don’t even know why he got a reduced sentence, let alone work furlough.
So anyway, I can accept all that, reduced sentence and work allowed, so basically all he did was go back to jail to sleep for the night or whatever. So then he was tweeting,…
You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think “Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???” And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes.
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